#FirstEntry #PatienceDiaries #love #author #romantic #diaries #2006
#life #freedom #thoughts #red #justthebeginning
Why want to enhance happiness when the only real place to find it is in the power of one’s self? But we seem to try to grasp the intangible when nothing else is there to catch. So we run in invisible circles trying to find a corner when they only solution is to just stop. Watch all those fools search for their desired wants and needs that hold absolutely no purity and soul. The only void they fill is the void that society inflicts upon us to fill, when actually nothing is empty.
And time. Those fucking seconds ticking away as we laugh at all the silly things in life, and we work for the opportunities, and we encounter people for their experiences. But the clock never stops. And there’s never enough time, so we have to stop. We break the cycle of daily obligations because time tells us to. Or maybe it’s just our weary eyes telling us to rest our bodies for the night because all that laughing, working, and meeting people used all the energy that was to be used for something else. But, maybe not?
If I had 2 choices: one seems like a smooth black granite wall, with a rope. The other would be a rocky mountain with a rope – which one would I choose? Ha. Silly question…
Boulders tumble into the weeping dessert, dried up from all the years of crying. It’s tears cried out to the sun for company, but all it did was absorb all the droplets into its rays as the sun snickered down at the dehydrated land.
Laughter comes out in notes. Not music notes, but beautiful notes of color that linger into space and burst into thousands of bubbles that float away on a gentle cloud until it meets its soul mate…and pops.
Will power is only effective when the driving force behind it is put into play. But we don’t know there is that force unless we step outside the box and see that will power isn’t what makes us strong. It’s that force inside us that we never really seem to notice: our heart.