Mom calls me in, "Why have you always got those headphones on? Snap out of that musical oblivion. Talk to people, interact." I do not say anything but my mind is always talking.
Mom, " This is reality that is just a song." I do not say anything.
My mind, " It is laughing hysterically. Giggling and guffawing.
Nothing is ever just something." Now I leave the room, put my headphones on in bitter rebellion.
My Playlist speaking:
You know when Bob Dylan says, "The answer my friend is blowing in the wind. The answer is blowing in the wind." It is true, the days I leave for tuition and roll down the window while crossing the bridge, I stop thinking. No questions but only where I am going, that is the answer. I smile back at the cab driver.
When the Smiths say, " Don't try to wake me in the morning because I will be gone." I retire early with them cradling me to sleep.
When Queen says, " Kicking your can all over the place singing We will, We will Rock You." I get my crazy on, l dance in the middle of the room by myself with my feet tapping against the white marble until they hurt.
When Frank Sinatra says, " I will feel a glow just thinking of you and the way you look tonight." I do reminisce of you and I do feel my heart beating faster, just falling for the idea of you.
When, the 1975 says, " And at first I thought it was a lie." My heartbreak is summed up into a few words, something they can comprehend.
When Coldplay says, " Nobody said it was easy but no one ever said, it would be this hard."
My life finds words to hum to on the most tiring and nihil days.
When Billie Eilish says, " Yesterday feels like a year ago but I don't wanna let anybody know." My anxiety and fear find places to hide, on days when the routine takes hold.
NO, IT IS NOT JUST A SONG.
WE'RE MORE PERSONAL THAN THOSE COUPLES IN PDA POSTS ALL OVER THE SCREENS.
I STILL HAVE MY HEADPHONES ON, A REBELLION NEVER SOUNDED SO SWEET.
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